Ever think you're learning something, starting to get it, confident enough to post about it?
Then in the same 24 hours God decides to give you a pop quiz and you fail. Miserably!
Yeah, I don't know what that feels like either :)
Recovering today. My heart is sad, broken, and heavy.
But it's good. A lot of ugly came out last night and got talked about and apologized for. Planning on replacing that ugly with some Godly today!! Started off great with some more Matthew and Jesus.
And in case I was even tempted to blame someone else for last night, this is what I read this morning:
Matthew 12:34-37 "...For the mouth speaks what the heart is full of. A good man brings good things out of the good stored up in him, and an evil man brings evil things out of the evil stored up in him. But I tell you that everyone will have to give account on the day of judgement for every empty word they have spoken. For by your words you will be acquitted, and by your words you will be condemned."
I'm not feeling so "good" today. I've got so far to grow.
I love your honesty. I just saw something a while ago that said,"Only speak if the words you are going to say are more beautiful than silence." Made me stop and think. I have blown it verbally many times. That's what makes this blogging thing so nice. You can choose to edit away before putting it out ther or just type it out and decide to hit delete. It's a nice filter for the brain. :) I hope you are doing better now.
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