I'm not always upbeat and happy.
I really really try to always look on the bright side- but that's often easier for me to do TO others than FOR myself.
Night time is usually my darkest time. No pun intended. And tonight is no different.
Blah. Drag. Sigh.
What happened to all my inner sunshine from today? Where does it go? I wish I had more control over my hormonal/emotional roller coaster.
Seriously. Today was my birthday and it was pretty stinking awesome.
Going to go take my own advice: Listen to worship music. Pray. Read. Give myself an attitude adjustment.
Or maybe just go to sleep.